| Never Did |
[03 Dec 2004|08:39am] |
last year today me and liza had our 1st kiss.
amazing
Mascara Hero
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| Still breathing. |
[30 Nov 2004|07:52am] |
If i breathe my heart may break
If i blink my love may disappear
If i cry you'll stay
This disapearing act is my life.
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| I smell a murder |
[30 Nov 2004|07:42am] |
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A year ago today i told liza i liked her
for the 2nd time.
my hearts wasnt broken.
but somehow i feel like it is now
you know me and liza
we...were still together.
i began using myspace. but i am sick of it to an extreme.
no one usese this.
and i like it.
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| i apologize. |
[23 Jul 2004|09:09am] |
Dear Everyone,
Summer school has come to an end. and i am sad to announce that I do not have a computer. Therefore i will not be able to respond to any of you. i may be able to go to the library so i can go on there. but that is not certain. but if you would like to keep in touch feel free to give me a call. i dont care who you are. just give me a call. my number will be posted below. but anyways. i guess yeah. this month has been interesting. i got to see liza a ton of times. i made some new friends. i got the shit harasses out of me. but it all ended well. and i get the HONOR of coming back for fall....haha honor bullshit. but anyways i shall be back. but till now. Give me a call and we can chill.
Jasmine.
9092634300
<3
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| I dont notice anymore. |
[15 Jul 2004|07:31am] |
im hungy
but i have to pay jeff
becuase he gives me a ride to and from school
man that kid drives fast
and he always has the radio
really really loud.
like BAM BAM BOOM!
yeah like that.
<3
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| stalker part 2 |
[09 Jul 2004|10:23am] |
so im in the library.
i walk in.
and of course there is the stalker.
she looks at me.
and i sit down.
and all i hear is.
dude alex talk to her
alex just do it.
and blah.
yeah alex talk to me.
so then i can tell you.
Im taken.
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[08 Jul 2004|10:25am] |
i have a stalker.
and they went on my comp.
and wrote a message to me.
and it says look at this comp # 30 something.
and i looked...
same stalker girl.
*sigh*
things are getting weird.
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| Uneventful. |
[30 Jun 2004|09:24am] |
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I am tired.
Hungry.
And whiney Feeling.
Hey.
Maybe tomorrow me and my wifey will take pics
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| Undesirable |
[28 Jun 2004|10:08am] |
Im having inner jasmine issues.
Care to help?
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| Making this a memory. |
[24 Jun 2004|08:55am] |
you know. i hate diamond ranch.
i am invisible.
i really am
i just sit there and watch people.
and on occasion some kid will say hi.
but you know yesterday
as me and liza sat
it was brought to my attention
that....
i miss eve.
not in a weird way.
but in the kind like
i spent alot of my days with her
and she was like my only friend kinda way.
::sigh::
this is getting me nowhere.
Im back home everyone.
Back to the inland empire.
Im glad.
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| Focus its blurry. |
[20 Jun 2004|04:15pm] |
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I wish you could all see me now.
Ive got my clothes.
I look in the mirror and think i look good.
My hair is all working the way i please.
If i had a camera i would take a picture.
With me and Liza.
And then we could all see what
PERFECTION
Is all about.
<3
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| You are now leaving the OC. |
[16 Jun 2004|05:20pm] |
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"Jasmine dont forget your in the OC now" EVE
Well its time now that i say good bye to the OC.
GoodBye EL TORO high school.
GoodBye Lil Lake Forest.
Im packing my bags.
And boarding a one way train to LA.
Im going to miss the spectrum
The nites i spent looking at the spectrum lights from my window.
But you know what.
This will all be a memory.
There were good times.
And it wasnt half as bad as i thought.
Well now im saying goodbye.
Im off to pack my stuff.
<3
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| dream come true. |
[15 Jun 2004|09:14pm] |
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Im glad to announce that.....
THE LIL LAKER fucking shits lost.
No Big trophy for you fake asses.
<3
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| Alone. |
[15 Jun 2004|08:21pm] |
lakers have lost. good. made my day.
i have this really yucky feeling
i was fine until i talk to korinna
and after that it was all down hill
i have this sick feeling
like how i used to feel
alone. empty. its sick.
i hate the way it feels
and knowing that i have to move back in with my mom
on thursday isnt helping the feeling
back to being with my mom
back to the arguments
the sneaking around
the lying
back to that sick feeling
i dont like this feeling
it makes me feel unreally
unhappy
and i feel like im going to throw up.
i know i have liza
but when i move back im scared that
things might get harder
god i hope things dont.
i hope it gets better.
back to the way it was
when everything was okay
all i have to do is not piss her off
and dont get caught sneaking around.
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| Please allow this to stop. |
[14 Jun 2004|04:28pm] |
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Life dosent ever seem to go the way i would like it. i end school on the 17th and i have to start summer school on the 21st. so i have 1 day of a nice vacation. i probally wont do anything. sit. korr wants me to come over. and we can go to the mall and stuff. but god i cant one fucking day to just sit and hang out. well my summer is going to be beautiful. i feel whiney. im leaving.
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| Taking this. |
[12 Jun 2004|07:37am] |
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Today is mine and Lizas 6 months.
Now that all that is done
and ive down sized my font
i think all is well
and i should just say happy 6 months to liza
<3
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| I hope they lose. |
[10 Jun 2004|07:59pm] |
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I hate the lakers.
I hope they lose.
so far they are.
common now
lets make jasmines day.
this isnt ending.
why cant school just be over.
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| Unbearable |
[09 Jun 2004|08:09pm] |
I was looking through livejounral.
and i saw all these pretty girls.
it makes me feel sick
i wish i could spend so much time
to look so perfect
i think im being self destructive.
i dont care if im being fake.
i want to be beautiful
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| Just give me till 6. |
[07 Jun 2004|05:55pm] |
GAY EDGE.
yeah kary put that on my hand and she also drew a pic. it was beautiful.
Im going to summer school and diamond ranch highschool so if you know anyone there please please help me.
i like the book the insiders its very interesting.
peter pan is also a very good movie.
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| Dillusional. |
[01 Jun 2004|08:28pm] |
Life keeps making these tiny turns on me. i saw liza friday. i also drank a mouthful of scotch...not so much of a good idea. on saturday i saw my uncle joe. and i went to pasadena. sunday...church. then boomers. and monday picnic and i asked my mom if liza could go and she said yes. i was stoked.
is that how you spell stocked?
Anyways i got to see her. and there was this one time when me and her just layed there in the shade in the grass. and everything was perfect.
As our hearts beat. And our breaths were the only thing that broke the silence.
Perfect.
Kodak couldnt have gotten a better moment on film.
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